Freakshow

26/05

1:07 May 26^th, 2012 | 0 notes

Been awhile since I’ve posted I guess those feelings are beginning to leak out now, and begin to show. Peoples lies, tricks and cover-up jobs are like knifes to the back, and well I’ve ran out of room for any more of them. Fuck people who are too cold to show emotions towards others and show some consideration and respect. Each disrespectful little shit out there, grow the fuck up and open your eyes, ignorance will be the death of you, and your ever lasting pain.

~Viva Ignorance~

26/03

12:24 Mar 26^th, 2012 | 0 notes

18 in two more days, couldn’t be happier… Well that’s a lie I actually miss human companionship so much. I really want a girl, who I can share my waking seconds with, fall asleep on the phone with. Just make stupid, serious and romantic memories. Someone to give me a reason to live longer and stronger.
I’m finding my self hate life more and more such as not caring for the out come and just doing it. Such as daily risks.
“Live Life Hard”

18/03

6:04 Mar 18^th, 2012 | 0 notes

I should be thankful I didn’t think of attacking my own neck. It could have been worse.

17/03

4:16 Mar 17^th, 2012 | 0 notes

Getting some what angry at my self and others today. Today can be the best day of my life or the worst. I cant remember last night because I drank so much. I lost both my lip piercings somewhere, I was passing out on people on the train, threw up in the taxi, drank 4L of water then threw it all up. Pretty much I was fucked!

Tonight will be better haha

7/03

6:47 Mar 7^th, 2012 | 0 notes

Success!
So I completed everything on my list. Besides work.

Every day has a night-
So as the sun falls and the moon rises and darkness fills our streets. It creeps into our homes and still finds it way into my heart. I’ve been having them dark thoughts again… I think something might happen. A red moon maybe? or will there even be a moon. Only time can tell.
good bye for now.

07/03

4:16 Mar 7^th, 2012 | 0 notes

Late at night.
It’s 4 o’clock in the morning, I don’t feel very tired but I feel unwell I have 1L left of energy and many many cups of coffee to be had. I have my friend on skype we doing an all nighter also I work in 14 hours and in that time Ill be doing the followings”
>Doctors
>Eating
>Excise
>Get some weed
>Smoke some
>Watch project X at the movies

and all bunched in here power naps, snacks and sugar fueled foods.

I make small goals for my day to make it feel as if im progressing through life. I guess I took a step back when I was kick out of home at the age of 17, but I can come back. and I am going back.

5/03

3:58 Mar 5^th, 2012 | 0 notes

Insomnia killing you
its keeping me down, but yet i feel tired
my eyes wont close they sealed open

I feel crazy
inhuman abilities to feel no emotions
i want my life back, i just want someone to call my own.

dear girl please be mine
lock our lips

1/03

6:16 Mar 1^st, 2012 | 0 notes

My first post of the month.
Not the most positive post, lost something dear to me which I worked hard for today… I couldn’t breathe and lost all control of my body. So far this isn’t my month, let hope it ends with bang.
Lots of drugs, Ipod games, Rift and music videos tonight. Maybe all-nighter, expect more posts tonight. clearly not the happiest right now. Extremely angry and will snap like a twig, at anybody.